Monday, October 11, 2010

Been a little MIA….


Keeping up recently was not my priority… Shortly after we got married, our military training went into full gear… The worst word any spouse ever wants to hear. “Deployment”…. It’s not a secret that I love and am grateful for the military… or that this was coming… but I do NOT like this… and I don’t have to.
We are both currently 2,149 miles from home…. At a Pre-mobilization site…. Joe is here for pre-mob… and I’m here as ‘support’… it’s the longest goodbye anyone has ever had to say… It’s so up and down, back and forth, shaken and stirred… I couldn’t be MORE happy or lucky that I get to see him every other day, even if it IS just for short periods of time… I’ve never really experienced the South before… and no offense to anyone from here, but I miss my North West! Lol I will be trying to keep this slightly more updated after my sweet husband leaves …. But no real promises  :p
What else? I think I have decided to really put an effort into my fitness… I LIKE not doing things LOL, but I realized sometimes I like things that aren’t very good for me… hardest will be food choices, but I will tackle that a bit later. I’ve been doing pretty okay with some kind of physical activity every day…Sweating it up good lol


I’m gonna be random and all over the place, just sayin :)

-ps...all these pretty flowers... i took those pictures :) just sayin' lol
 This is probably the most emotional time in my life…. I feel like I need to be strong and happy… I am SO LUCKY and SO GRATEFUL, but some days are just harder than others…. And I don’t feel so strong… BUT on an upside, even when I don’t feel strong I always still seem to hold onto that happiness…. It’s weird to mix such conflicting emotions… but how can I be sad, when I have someone SO worth missing every second of every day? I’m a lucky lady….